WOW...itz been a long time since i wuz on here!! so much has changed.

i live in fleetwood now nd have since sept. 12th. itz really nice here. i have a lot of new friendz dat dont use me or fuccin mess wit mah judgement like mah old friendz did. mah best friend iz carenda nd she iz sooo kool 2 chill wit.

i also go 2 votech now. im in culinary artz. wilson wouldnt let me go because dey would say "if ya can barely keep up wit ya gradez nd homework here, ya would neva make it in votech". guess i proved dem wrong didnt i?

im still wit kerry. i wont lie, we were broken up for a lil bit. from september 12th until november 5th. so basically, mah last journal entry on here wuz right b4 we broke up. dat wuz a big mistake. im so glad im back wit him.

durin dat month nd a half, i did some stupid thingz. i thought i could forget about kerry by bein somethin i wasnt- a skater. i wuz even thinkin about goin gothic! i wuz really unhappy when i wuz doin dat shiit 2 mahself. well now i am back 2 me, nd i couldnt be happier. .

i lost a lot of mah friendz from wilson cuz of rumorz. it suckz, buh wut can i do? i tried to explain da truth, buh dey believed erica over me. wutever- like i said, i got plenty of new friendz dat wouldnt do dat 2 me. i still have some wilson friendz- ashley, ricky, joey, nick nd robert. nd i still got liz 2 buh she livez in missori now.

mah mom went back into rehab. not drug rehab, juss for alcohol. she wuz drivin home drunk, nd she thought she hit a deer. she felt really bad, so she got outta da car nd ended up fallin down an embankment. she got cut up pretty bad, nd datz when she new she had it. she new she couldnt do diz 2 herself or her family anymore. so she went home nd said to mah nan, datz it! im callin DD ((mah uncle)) nd hez takin me 2 allenwood. she getz out monday- im so proud of her. she also found out shez bipolar. buh datz okay- im emotionally disturbed! i cant wait 2 see mah mom.

i found out why mah niece nd nephew werent really talkin yet. dey got a symptom of autism.dey aint autistic, dey juss learn a lil slower den other kidz. by da time dey about 10, itll be like nuttin wuz eva wrong wit dem.

iight well i aint got nuttin else 2 say! if ya wanna see wut else i do, mah new journal iz www.xanga.com/shadyzladii101. reach me there. holla back...peace!

laiNy*

i kerrybear

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holla back......peace!

lainy

i kerrybear

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well we didnt get dat house in leesport buh we got one in fleetwood! itz a 3 bedroom house itz only 3 years old nd i get mah own pottyroom. how sweet! well yesterday at kerrys i helped clean a room nd all, den i got a cd down at da hip hop wear store, even tho itz all da best of eminems songs it dont play da whole song! grrrrrrr. today im pickin up ashley nd were goin to berkshire mall to shop, all i need to do is get sneakers, den were gunna go see mah new house. iight im out. holla back!

lainy*babi

i kerrybear

ps- ryan phillippe is soooooooooooooooooo hott! lolz.

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hey wutz really good? well mah mood has changed. me nd mah dad went to go see dat house in leesport itz really kool nd it got a big yard. imma get a pool nd a trampoline. hmm wut else well da place in kutztown is history da lady neva called back. i dont wanna go to school so i might talk mah dad into lettin me go to school on da net. hmm dat would be nice. i get sick too much so at least id have perfect attendence. iight im out i dont feel good [headache nd stomachache] holla at me den 1

lainy

i kerrybear

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